It's called an adrenaline rush

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I have the strongest urge to write which I haven't had in the longest time. I just have NO idea what to write about.

( She was wrapped around him, her hands entangled in his hair, her legs entwined with his and nothing could pry her away. )

( He was walking down the street with a bounce in his step, a smile on his face, and a feather boa wrapped around his neck. )

( He watched her as she slept, the faint moonlight filtering through the curtains lighting up her face. )

I'm going through and cleaning out icons and friends that I never talk to and communities and such. I know I haven't been active and I don't think I will be for a while. I have a 5 year old, 4 year old, 7 month old, and now I find out one on the way. Not what I was wanting, but it's coming. I'm sick, I'm tired, and rather apathetic at the moment. It'll be a miracle if this journal gets updated except for the mini-NaNoWriMo I plan on participating in.

If you still want to be my friend, remember I will doubtfully be updating any of my unfinished stories anytime soon, if at all. My interests have changed, my personality is a little more reality based, and I'm basically an adult acting like an adult now because I have to. Sorry to those of you who even care if I continue with anything on here.

So, my birthday is later this month, and Will got me a tattoo!

( Clickeh to seeeeee )

today can be emo day, yes?

*emos*

If you have the Olympics on as background noise, it sounds like commentary to a bad porn movie.

Win







In other news, I can fit my ass into size 16 KIDS jeans.

( It gives me a happy )

1. Bold the names of guys you'd definitely have sex with.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might have sex with after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don't do anything for you alone.
4. Turn gray the names of guys you can't actually get a mental image of.
5. Strike the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
6. ADD FOUR OF YOUR OWN AT THE END. NOTE THAT THESE ARE THE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS, NOT THE ACTORS THEMSELVES...(That's a whole other survey!)

( Does this make me a slut? )

( Under cut to avoid cuteness implosion )

( Yes, you guys will be getting lots of picture spams, muahahahaha )

On Wednesday morning, March 19th, at 4:13am I finally went into labor. I gave birth to a beautiful baby BOY at 8:05am. Talk about a surprise! He weighed 7lbs 8oz and was 20in long. He was born with a full head of hair and a rather laid back personality. It took several minutes for a nurse to force him to cry.

( Meet Alexander Arthur Williams )

So, as of today I'm 149lbs, 1cm dilated, and I started my medication so I don't get depressed after baby and freak out like I did with the first two. Woo?

And FINALLY, after 5 Targets, K-Mart, Toys 'R Us, and a handful of Wal-Marts, we found a carseat. The other places had the large ones for toddlers, or their infant ones came with a stroller that I didn't fucking want or need. Assholes. What a serious pain in my ass.

Wow, it's been a while, but I have been so worn out. Between the holidays and the entire family being sick, it's been hectic. But I have less than a month left on this pregnancy and I just can't wait to go! I don't think I can get any bigger. Want proof?

( Clickeh for the piccehs )

I have a new love. And with that love comes a new layout. It's nothing close to the direction I was heading in when I started, but hey, it's still all hotness. It took photobucket over two hours to let me upload the goddamned header picture. I was cussing and yelling and about to go into labor over it. Stupid fucking photobucket. But now it's up. Now, if I ever get off my lazy ass, I'll do a matching mood theme.


...HA!!!

So look at my layout! Oogle it! Praise it! And then cheer me the hell up. XD

Title: Paralyzed
Author: thetwistedstar
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
POV: Third
Summary: "Breaking News tonight. There has been a fatal bus crash just inside the state border, killing at least two people with one more in critical condition. From what we understand, a drunk driver lost control of his car in the rain and ended up in the other lane. His car then slammed head-on into the My Chemical Romance Tour Bus. Now for more from our correspondent on the scene..."
Disclaimer: I own no member of My Chemical Romance or any of their fans.
Author Notes: I'm really sorry about the delay of this story, but my computer died, taking all my stories with it. *screams in rage* It's taken me a while to get back the will to write and to continue with what I had. Thank you to annfrank for being a wonderful beta.

01: Out Of Nowhere
02: Waking Up
03: Shifting Backward
04: Going Home
05: Adjustments

( One Step Forward )